The Boy With The Bread – Peeta Mellark’s Journey
The Hunger Games trilogy is told to us through Katniss’
perspective, so we don’t get a lot of insight into Peeta’s thoughts other than
through what he says and does. It’s all coloured by Katniss’ own thoughts and
feelings, which aren’t always reliable. Still, Peeta goes on a long and equally
painful journey. There are very mild spoilers for Sunrise on the Reaping,
basically just names of parents of the trilogy’s main characters.
First Crush
Peeta notices Katniss very early on when they are starting school
at five years old. Otho Mellark, Peeta’s father, points her out to him. He
mentions how he wanted to marry Katniss’ mother but she ran off with a coal
miner, Burdock Everdeen. He explains to Peeta that when Burdock sang, all the
birds stopped to listen to him.
During music class, Katniss sings a song to her class. Peeta
noticed that the birds stopped to listen to her voice as well. He develops a
crush on her, but never works up the courage to go and speak to her. They don’t
even talk until the day of the Reaping when they go into the Games together. It’s
a sweet, innocent little moment, that it was her singing that made Peeta take
notice of her.
The Bread
This is a key moment for both Katniss and Peeta. After
Burdock’s death in the mine explosion, Asterid falls into a deep depression and
stops taking care of herself and her daughters. Katniss becomes desperate when
the money runs out and ends up in the merchant part of town, searching the
rubbish bins for anything she can use to feed her family.
Katniss is chased off by Peeta’s mother. She collapses
against an old apple tree in the rain, too weak to keep going. Peeta drops two
loaves into the fire, and his mother hits him for his clumsiness and orders him
to give the burnt bread to the pig.
Peeta does this, but when his mother goes to help a customer,
he throws the bread to Katniss. It is very likely that Peeta burnt the bread on
purpose, to be able to give it to Katniss. It’s hearty bread with fruit and
nuts in it, which will add calories and nutrients. He risks further abuse from
his mother in order to help Katniss: his kindness, compassion and willingness
to sacrifice himself is evident here.
The next day at school, their eyes meet but they don’t talk.
Katniss drops her gaze and sees the first dandelion of the year. This little
yellow flower reminds her of what her father had been teaching her, and she
realises she knows how to survive this.
The dandelion is very symbolic of this hopeful moment where
Katniss realises all is not lost. It reminds her of her father, and of Peeta’s
help. Interesting side note is that Asterid is a clade of plants that include
the dandelion. Burdock is also a related plant, and in the UK we have a drink
called dandelion and burdock - it's a kind of root beer or sarsaparilla kind of
drink. So Katniss’ parents are related to that dandelion, the hope, compassion
and love she needs. And Peeta’s now associated with that symbol too.
Peeta might not be aware of how important this moment was to
Katniss and her family. But we see his nature demonstrated very well here. He
clearly doesn’t have a perfect home life, his mother hit him such that he had a
black eye the next day. So she’s clearly abusive, even though his father seems
to be very kind and caring too. Mr Mellark visits Katniss to say goodbye and
promises her family will not starve if she dies.
The Reaping
Peeta is understandably shocked and scared to be picked in
the Reaping. It’s rare for any kid in the merchant class to be reaped because
they don’t claim tesserae so have much fewer entries than kids from the Seam.
His mother tells him that she thinks 12 will finally have a Victor they can
take pride in.
Except, she means Katniss. Not him. Which has to be a
horrible thing to hear from your own mother. That she’s expecting him to die
and has already written him off. He has very little confidence that he can survive
the Games.
Even so, he confronts Haymitch first about giving them
proper help and preparation. He also handles the public facing stuff well,
waving from the train and everything. He’s got a way with words, he’s
charismatic and easy to talk to. Easy to like too.
Haymitch pushes them to show a united front during training,
showing that they are friends and will be together in all of this. Katniss
tries to keep him at arms length, she struggles to trust him and doesn’t know
how much of what he says is genuine. She’s hurt when he asks to be coached
alone for the interview with Caesar Flickerman.
We find out why, when he has his interview. As the boy from
12, his is the last interview. He establishes a rapport very easily with the
host, making jokes and talking. He confesses his love for Katniss on live TV,
shocking her completely. She is angry about this, about finding out like this
and she wants to know what game he’s playing. She thinks it’s a strategy, but
we can see as time goes on that his feelings for her are genuine. He’s not
faking it. But Katniss takes a long time to see the truth.
Their talk on the roof is significant. Katniss apologises
for hurting him and they talk about the Games. Peeta expresses a wish, that he
wants to die as himself and not let the situation and the Capital change who he
really is. His goal is to protect Katniss and help her survive. Even if it
means he dies.
The Arena
Once they’re in the arena, Katniss is alone for most of the
early days. She’s horrified to find Peeta with the Career Pack. They’re using
him to find Katniss, while Peeta’s trying to protect her from them. Katniss obviously
doesn’t know that, but he helps her by urging her to run after the tracker
jacker nest. He faces off against Cato, buying Katniss time to escape,
sustaining a major injury from Cato’s sword.
So again, Peeta is risking himself, taking an injury in
order to save Katniss’ life. She comments a few times about how she’ll never
stop owing Peeta for saving her life. He doesn’t expect her to repay anything
though. He’s not doing it for a reciprocal agreement, he holds nothing over
her. He just cares and wants to help her.
When they’re in the cave, they play up the ‘star-crossed
lovers’ angle a lot. Katniss assumes its all a strategy. Haymitch is
encouraging this as well, via the sponsor gifts he sends and when he sends
them. Katniss understands these subtle messages from Haymitch, Peeta is unaware
of them as he gets no sponsor gifts until he joins up with Katniss. Haymitch
chose her to support, because he also believed Peeta wouldn’t be able to
survive the arena.
There is one time where she feels something. After Peeta’s
sepsis is treated and Katniss has recovered from her head wound. They kiss and
she feels something stirring in her chest, wanting more and starting to feel
something for him. That she’s not thinking about the sponsors or what Haymitch
would want. Proof that it’s not all about acting, for her. While Peeta doesn’t
really need to act, because he knows his feelings and they’re real.
Finale of the Games
During the ending, the battle with Cato after evading the
mutts, Peeta exhibits some impressive tactical thinking. He’s clever, and even
under duress, when Cato has him in a headlock, he signals to her instead of
fighting him off.
He has a serious leg wound which is bleeding so Katniss
makes a tourniquet to stop the bleeding and keep him alive. But when they
announce that they’ve revoked the rule change about two victors from the same
district, he’s quick to ask Katniss to let him die so she can go home. He even
removes the bandage to try and bleed out. He wants to save her.
Katniss doesn’t want to kill him or let him die. They argue
and Peeta says it’s what he wants. The Games have to have a Victor. Katniss
doesn’t fully understand her choice here but she proposes the suicide pact and
Peeta doesn’t argue. It seems unlikely either of them are truly thinking of a
full scale rebellion, but they are thinking about not letting the Games control
them. Which is what Peet said he wanted in the end.
After it’s all over, Katniss gets a heads up that there is
unrest in the districts after what she did. She has to be very careful. On the
train home, when it stops for fuel, Katniss and Peeta take a walk along the
tracks to talk out of earshot. Haymitch mentions they need to keep it up until
their homecoming, which alerts Peeta to the fact that she maybe hasn’t been as
genuine in her feelings for him as he thought.
Peeta is obviously very hurt and heartbroken to learn that
she was executing a strategy. She admits she doesn’t fully know how much of it
was real and that she’s growing more confused, the closer they get to home. Katniss
wants to tell him he’s being unfair to her, holding her to everything that
happened in the games. He obviously feels betrayed by both Katniss and Haymitch
in this moment, he’s left in the dark about what’s going on.
Peeta is a good soul, but he’s not perfect, and being strung
along like that has to hurt when his feelings are all real. He’s steady and
warm, the kind of person that is easy to like. But Katniss doesn’t feel like
she can give him the future he would want. Neither of them are great at
communicating with each other. Yet, Peeta doesn’t risk anyone finding out the
truth, he still plays his part for the public. He knows it could lead to harm
for Katniss.
Victory Tour
After they return to 12, they basically avoid each other
even though they’re now neighbours in the Victor’s Village. Yet when the Tour
begins, Peeta still keeps up appearances for the cameras and the public.
They eventually talk, after Katniss snaps at Effie and
storms off. Peeta goes to her, and they agree to at least try to be friends
with each other. They help each other cope with their shared trauma, Peeta
starts sleeping beside her because of her nightmares.
It’s only after the old man is executed in District 11 that
she reveals what Snow has told her. They have to convince everyone about their love
story to pacify the districts. Peeta is angry, because he would have taken a
different approach to their speech if he knew. He feels left out, like they don’t
trust him to do the right thing. It’s understandable, really. He feels they
should be able to trust him to say and do the right things, to avoid making
matters worse.
During this tour, they agree that an engagement in public
might be the way to go. Peeta proposes during an interview with Caesar
Flickerman. He’s not happy with this idea, because it’s not a genuine proposal,
it’s all for appearances sake. It’s clearly not how he would want to do things,
even though he obviously hoped that marrying Katniss was in his future somewhere.
There's obviously a bit of jealousy around Gale, on both
sides. Gale is also making a bid for Katniss, and it puts both of them at odds.
Yet, when Gale is whipped for illegal hunting by the new Head Peacekeeper,
Peeta is quick to intervene and help care for Gale’s wounds. He helps, because
he cares about people. He cares about Katniss and her happiness, even if she
was to find it with Gale and not him.
The Third Quarter Quell
After the announcement, of course, everyone knows that
Katniss is going in. She’s the only living female Victor from 12. He is
determined to be prepared for this Hunger Games. He forces both Haymitch and
Katniss to stop drinking alcohol and insists that they start training like the
Careers do. So no matter what, they can help Katniss survive.
He volunteers when Haymitch is reaped, because he wants to
stay at Katniss’ side and save her. They study the other Victors they’ll be
facing so they are as ready as they can be. When it comes to making allies,
Peeta is the most approachable. Although he doesn’t seem impressed with Katniss’
choices, because they’re not strong combatants.
Yet, there’s still protesting going on. When Peeta has his
private evaluation, he pains Rue with the flowers around her after she died. To
hold the Gamemakers accountable for her death. This prompts Katniss to do
something similar, by ‘hanging’ Seneca Crane. So they’re still rebelling a
little, despite knowing nothing about the plan to get them out.
The Baby
During the final interview, all of the tributes are saying
what they can to try and get the Games cancelled. Of course, like the previous
year, Peeta is last and blows everything else out of the water. It’s
spectacular, when he mentions the baby, the fake pregnancy.
The Capitol audience is outraged to learnt hat Katniss is
being sent into the arena while pregnant, and they start calling for it to be
cancelled. Interestingly, they don’t seem to care about children fighting to
the death but they draw the line at a pregnant woman.
It’s a genius move on Peeta’s part. Again, it’s a move that
is largely about saving lives, saving Katniss’ life but could also be interpreted
as rebellious. President Snow obviously wants them all dead so the show must go
on!
The Clock Arena
Peeta almost dies with the forcefield, and Finnick saves
him. Katniss is genuinely distressed, so we know she genuinely cares for him. But
she begins to notice that their allies are doing their best to keep her and
Peeta alive. She later learns that the rebels knew if Peeta died, Katniss would
never stick with an alliance. So they must keep him alive.
All the while, Peeta is only focusing on protecting Katniss.
That’s his goal. They share a sweet moment when he find the pearl in the oyster
and gives it to her. He also has a locket with photos of her family and Gale in
it. He gives it to her, and tells Katniss that nobody needs him. If he died, it
wouldn’t matter to anyone.
Katniss tells him she needs him. And she means it. She might
not be at the ‘love’ stage, but she knows that Peeta needs to be by her side. A
kiss follows this, a genuine one where nobody is playing things up for the
cameras.
When they are separated and it all goes to hell, Peeta tries
to get back to Katniss. He sees Brutus kill Chaff, and kills Brutus in turn.
This is the first time that we know Peeta killed someone directly and
intentionally. Still, he’s left behind to the mercy of the Capitol.
Interviews With Caesar
As the rebellion grows, we only see Peeta via broadcasted
interviews on television. The first one, he’s adamantly defending both himself
and Katniss. They had no idea of the rebel’s plans, they were just trying to
survive the arena again. He calls for a ceasefire. At this point, he’s alive
and well, and seems like himself according to Katniss.
The next interview, Katniss sees from the hospital with
Finnick. Nobody else knows she sees it. Peeta looks thinner and looks unwell.
He warns Katniss that the rebels are just using her and she can’t trust them.
She’s obviously concerned they are torturing him. Hurting him.
The third interview is with President Snow and Peeta looks
even worse. His eyes are ‘angry and unfocused’ and he seems to be fighting some
internal battle. He manages to get out a warning that District 13 will be dead
by morning. Beetee is fighting for the airwaves so the broadcast is interrupted
by the rebels own clips.
They still see Peeta being beaten, his blood splattering the
camera lens. Haymitch and Katniss confirm he’s warning them, and this does save
lives as 13 has time to respond and go deeper underground to survive the
bombing. He’s still trying to save her at this point, but the Capitol are
clearly using him to unhinge Katniss, and it’s working.
Hijacking
When Peeta is rescued, he tries to kill Katniss the moment
he sees her. He’s unstable, believing Katniss is a threat and will destroy him.
They realise he’s been ‘hijacked’, a method of fear conditioning using the
Tracker jacker venom to alter his perception of his memories.
He takes a long time to begin to recover from this, with many
relapses and difficult moments. He’s been through hell, and struggles to tell
what’s true. Katniss struggles with this, and avoids him as much as she can.
There are still occasional flashes of the old Peeta, and he
manages to decorate the wedding cake for Finnick and Annie. This helps him,
perhaps something familiar and methodical helps him stay calm and remember who
he is.
Real or Not Real
When Peeta is sent to join the squad in the Capitol, Katniss
believes it is a plot to kill her. It definitely could be a plot from President
Coin to kill her. Katniss rejects him, saying he’s not Peeta any more, but a
Capitol mutt.
Eventually they devise a game to help Peeta sort out his
memories. Finnick starts it, by suggesting Peeta ask if something is true or
not, like Annie does. They do their best to answer all his questions, but the
ones Katniss needs to answer are complicated and painful.
Peeta still has violent outbursts when stressed, which
unfortunately leads to him trying to kill Katniss again. He ends up killing
Mitchell, knocking him into one of the pod traps. After this, he begs to be
killed or be given a nightlock pill.
The next time, when they are fleeing from the mutts, he
breaks down and Katniss kisses him and asks him to hang on and stay with her.
This works and he is determined to push on. He lets her go off with Gale, as
she intends to assassinate Snow. He manages to survive the taking of the
Capitol.
At the meeting with the surviving Victors, Peeta immediately
rejects the idea of another Hunger games. He urges Haymitch to say no, when he
has the deciding vote. He’s obviously not aware of Katniss’ reason for
agreeing, but Haymitch understands her.
After Coin’s death and Katniss’ trial, she is sent back to
12 with Haymitch. A few months later, Peeta is sent home. He had intensive
psychological care, and couldn’t come home until he was discharged. Katniss is
in a deep depression, having not changed her clothes for weeks or bathed. She
finds him planting primroses around her house in honour of her sister.
After this, Katniss begins to take care of herself again. Peeta’s
kindness and compassion once again saves her life. This is the difference
between him and Gale. Gale is too much like Katniss, all fire and anger. Peeta
is steady, representing hope and rebirth for Katniss.
They begin writing a memorial book about their experiences,
with Peeta adding drawings of people they don’t have a photograph of. They fall
in love for real this time, as Katniss realises this was the only way it could
have been. Peeta is the one who is right for her. He helps soothe her
nightmares, she helps him with his flashbacks. Finally, he asks her this one
question:
“You love me. Real or not real.”
Katniss answers: “Real.”
Epilogue
It takes a long time, but eventually Katniss agrees to have
children with Peeta. They will tell their children about their story, show them
the book. Haymitch eventually agrees to share his story and everything that
happened.
Peeta is inherently a good person. He’s kind and
compassionate, despite coming from a difficult home life. His mother was
abusive, and they didn’t eat as well as Katniss believed, usually only what was
too stale to sell. He clearly takes after his father who shows kindness to
Katniss and her family.
He goes through hell, the same as Katniss and all those who
participated in the Hunger Games. Even with the hijacking, they don’t manage to
squash who he really is. He’s flawed, he can have angry outbursts at times and
he can be a bit gullible. His kind nature would be easy to take advantage of.
He’s clever though, and he has the charisma and social
skills to navigate all kinds of situations. He understands how to keep up
appearances for the public. He maybe doesn’t ever think of himself as a rebel,
but he has a little of that in him. His painting of Rue, his determination not
to be just a piece in their Games.
He’s motivated by love, and eventually is rewarded for it.
He got everything he wanted in the end, but had to go through literal hell to
get it. He’s still scarred, mentally and physically, with a prosthetic leg and
all. But so is Katniss, and he counters her fire. He keeps her steady.
Peeta is the only District 12 victor who was reaped as
normal, and he’s unique among them as he has only made one deliberate kill.
Brutus is the one Peeta killed intentionally. The others are different. The
female District 8 tribute he checked on, we don’t know if he actually did
anything to kill her. Foxface was probably accidental as he didn’t know the
nightlock berries were poisonous. Mitchell was an accident while he was out of
his mind from the Hijacking. Katniss, Haymitch, Finnick and Johanna have all
killed more people on purpose.